I will never forget what it felt like when I first got clean and found myself in recovery. I was a complete mess. I never had a good relationship with the women in my life, from childhood throughout my active addiction. Being new in recovery I didn’t trust these women either. I found myself very alone. Then it was suggested that I attend Las Hermanas.
I was so nervous, I was sure that these women wouldn’t like me, they wouldn’t accept me, and that I would be miserable. They did more than accept me, they loved me, most of all they showed me how much I need women in my recovery. We spent that weekend meditating, sharing our joy and our burdens, laughing until our sides might split singing karaoke. I moved away that year to Indiana. The recovery isn’t as strong, the fellowship is not as tightly woven. I found myself feeling alone and defeated.
Last year I made my way back to Las Hermanas. My spirit was broken. As soon as I reached camp Cedar Glen I was filled with hope, courage and strength. There really aren’t enough words to describe the sisterhood of women that meet annually on that mountain. They gave me the motivation to start a women’s meeting here in my new home town. They gave me strength to keep carrying the message. Lives are changed, hope is restored, trust is found, new journeys are discovered. Every year I look forward to seeing old friends and making new ones. See you there!